prayer

dear Lord,

i pray for forgiveness. i pray for Your help to get me through this rough period. i pray for the strength to be able to look them both in the eyes and smile. i submit myself totally to You. i commit all my resentment, all my hatred, all my hurt and all my bitterness unto You. i pray that everything will be fine. i know oh Lord that i cannot change the past, and that i cannot take away all the hurt that i have caused. i pray that somehow, someway, in her heart, she will find a way to forgive me. i thank You for the friends that have come to my aid. i thank You for providing me with smiles and shoulders to lean on. im truly sorry for taking the people around me for granted. i pray that You will not tear up any relationship that i have now. i want to commit the future unto You. as i learn how to live my life as a glory unto Your name. Father forgive me for i have sinned against You. Lord, i love her. i know that in my heart. and You know it as well. i know that You have allowed things to turn out the way it is. i put my trust in You and You alone, because You and You alone can break my fall. help me through this tough period. Thank You Lord.

In Jesus' name. Amen

*muaks*  

THE FINAL PRODUCT! 

After countless hours of scrubbing and repainting. 

D.I.Y. Project 

because

now i know why i indulge in late nights a countless hours out till the wee mornings. its because i refuse to lie on my bed where my thoughts may wander. wandering thoughts that lead to pain and anxiety. always wondering what you could be doing that is so much fun. without me by your side. without me by your side.

babynemoboo

its because you are the best
its because you are always there for me
its because you are lovely
its because you care
its because you look after me
its because you smile when the world turns its back on me
its because you catch me when i fall
its because you appreciate me
its because you see me as i am
its because you never fail to amaze
its because you hurt when i hurt
its because you have always wanted the best for me
its because you carry me when i cant go on
its because you make everything seem alright
its because you make me feel sucure
its because you have never failed me
its because you never gave up on me
its because you see me even when im at my worst
its because you make the world a better place for me
its because you are the hand to guide me through the darkness
its because you love me for who i am
its because you make the sun seem like a 5volt lightbulb
its because you calm the storm
its because you're reading this...

I THANK YOU

man overboard !

*slurp* drown..ing..

*gulp* som..e..one...? an..y...bo.dy..?

*blurk* h..el..p?

*reeks* pl..e.a...s..e......tel..l....he...r.....

*blurp* tha..t.....i.....lo.v....e...

the hardest thing:

to see the distance between us grow from each passing day. to see the gap between us enlarge and to feel like you're slipping out of my grasp. to only be able to watch you carry on with your life from afar. smiling as tears trickle down my cheek. to wish the best for you and the worst for myself. to not be a part of you. to not be a part of your wonderful being.

i cant sleep.
you're all thats going through my mind.
i can still smell you.
you smell so good.
you're my happiness.
whenever i think of you, i cant help but smile.

the only thing i regret is not letting you know how important you are to me.

and with great expectations...

this past year has been a very eventful year. too much has happened and too much went on to even mention here. i'm so grateful to all the people ive met, to all the people that have made my life just a little bit more significant then it was. i have learnt plenty. my heart had opened up to much more and i've grown from being a mediocre person to a bountifully blessed one. so many things have cropped up in the "year of drama". thank God i made it through with just minor scars and bruises. to everyone that knows me, i thank God for your appearance on the stage which is my life. i aspire to grow and better myself due to the inspiration i get from everyone. cliche? peace to all. inner peace.